third arm

i have a new appendage. its about 2 ft tall, weighs 27 lbs, and has an amazing laugh. my dear sweet girl is fully attached to me through this latest illness. and frankly my arms are getting tired, i'm thinking
of breaking out the ergo.

i miss my ergo. but then again i haven't carried around a 27 lbs toddler b4.

i should mention that i'm writing this with one hand since the other one is being used by my little lady as she lays on me.

sorry this post isn't more interesting

104.4

104.4. That's the temp my sweet baby girl currently has. She's so sick that she just wants to lay on me and snuggle and fall asleep, so basically while I feel bad that she's sick and want her to get well as soon as possible I am loving the snuggling mommy little girl time.

It's a rainy day here. I bought mulch made out of chocolate pant shells. So basically it's the best mulch ever cause it smells like chocolate. Ahhh chocolate mulch how I love thee.

Pot roast for dinner for the meat eaters in the family and tofu and veg for the non meat eaters.

Wish I could say I made something for dinner, but um yay just can't.

What are u making for dinner?

Bird calls

Is anyone else loving this weather? I sit here on my porch listening to the birds all around me thinking of my old cell phone. Cell phone you say. Yes cell phone.

My old cell phone. The one that took a bath on wednesday and hasn't worked since. That cell phone had a ring of bird sounds. I loved that ring. My new phone, well my new phone doesn't. It has some cool ones don't get me wrong but for the most part it's club music or beeps. It does have one that is Native American chants, what specific group I'm not sure. But I think that is going to be the one.

And let me just say a word about Verizon. Um how do I put this delicately? They are evil! I mean really evil like devil evil. Like sadistic want to see you writhe in pain while begging for more And making you pay for the privilege kind of evil.

But of course because the other choices are no better I stuck with them and signed another 2 yr contract.

You may have gotten me this time Verizon but mark my words: your day will come!!!!! I will do whatever I can to bring you down. All while enjoying your wireless service.

And there's the rub. At some point we all have to do things that we don't want to do for a greater cause.
I need cellular service. I just do.

But I'll always miss those bird calls.

I love chocolate

Just found a box of chocolates that I was given for Xmas. It's unopened. It's ok to eat right.........I ask this as I have a mouth full of chocolate. Fyi

is a fight ever really over?

I just had an argument with someone. not a huge blow out, tears rubbing down my face kind of argument . but an argument none the less. and the worst part. the very worst part is that I don't think we'll ever see eye to eye on this. i think its going to have to be one of those agree to disagree thingamajigs. i hate those thingamajigs. and thank goodness my kiddos can't read cause we don't use the word hate in our house.

but really is it ok to agree that you're both right or is that all in our heads and in reality we are both harboring resentment and anger about said argument for the rest of our friendship. and will that ultimately lead to the end of our friendship.

I want to say fuck it all. I'm right and this person can go take a walk but they mean something to me and if they took a walk i would probably run after them.

in other news if i don't get the F key fixed on this computer it make be taking a walk out the window.

made the cutest baby head band for my niece yesterday. just need another one and her bday present will be done. i'll post pics when there are 2.

the meds i'm on make my hands shake like crazy so forgive me if there's a wrong key pressed here or there. and I'm not one for proofreading. i'm a write it and get it out of there kinda girl.

Restarting, I hope u like it

1. i know that this picture is hopelessly out of focus bit i love my 2 babes snuggling under a blanket

2. I was told that i should restart my blog to have a creative outlet. apparently Knitting Sewing Photography & Journaling isn't enough.

3. I Also Would like to say that I love elastic pants. I mean seriously am I the only one who finds the whole button zipper thing exhausting. Somedays i still wear maternity pants just so I don't have to deal with that bs.

4. This picture is like my life at the moment: out of focus, blurry, but full of love and smiles.