I need something. am searching for something. don't know what it is. its so close I can almost taste it. It's right out there. If I stretch my arm out maybe I can touch it.

The thing is I have everything I need and could want. Wonderful husband, baby, family, life.

But yet there is something. Something just out of reach but it is almost here. around the corner and to the left.

I'm waiting. Whatever you are I'll see you soon.

Oh and kid who purposely threw sand in my baby's eyes yesterday, if you weren't 4 I would have had some choice words for you and maybe a few actions!!! More likely a stern talking to, I am a pacifist after all..............