Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Beginnings

baby crying. please baby take a nap.
i need a shower, but if i take one will the noise keep him up if i wait to take one till he falls asleep will the sound wake him up. or do i as i have many days before not shower but is that cruel punishment for my sweet baby boy. i need a shower.
i need a brownie, make that 5 brownies. oh please darling child take a nap.
you rub your eyes, you yawn but alas, you refuse to go to sleep. am i the worst parent ever for letting you cry for 15 min praying all the while that you will drift off to slumber land.
slumber land, that should be a game, who needs candy land, i need slumber land,
wait i don't hear anything, did he fall asleep, is it possible
what is that, OMG is that the lawn mower next door. holy #$^%^ if you wake up my baby with that
and there he goes, crying again, i am going to
no i'm going to take a deep breath, i am going to survive this, he needs a nap, hell i need a nap,
but he needs one and even if i have to pry the lawn mower out of my neighbors hands i will make him stop in the hopes that it will some how make a difference and my baby will fall asleep and wake up happy well rested and still love me after this whole ordeal.

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